Post by fosforito on Sept 2, 2005 13:07:06 GMT -5
;D this is so cool, what you´ve written here..
but the same happens to me:
since I know Cillian my hormones are raging and driving me crazy as if I reached puberty again. (and i´m 30 now...OMG!!)
Sometimes I even can´t concentrate on anything, not on my work, not on my studies..just having Cillian in my head all day and one (mostly dirty) thought about him is chasing the other..
And now I´m spending hours in front of the PC surfing around in the forum talking to you guys and some of the threads and their contents concerning Cillian are soooo... well... you know... "intensive" that I think:
take a cold shower? using a fan? put my head into a freezer? forget about it - doesn´t work anymore!! ;D
This never happened to me before with a guy and I also didn´t things like forum-surfing etc. before...so....
hmmm... am I sick maybe??
;D
HAHA! I laugh at stupid parts too! - In Red Eye when he's guessing what kind of drink she likes I'm like BAY BREEZE AHAHA!! and everyone just stares at me...
I didn't bump into anything on the way out of the theatre but I was very drifty - I couldn't talk at all - I was in la-la-land!
I don't think I need a cure persay - it's just dificult to deal with to try and be normal...
Actually- A few of my friends have confessed to me that they think he's cute too -- see, my friends have this thing of jumping on me whenever I have a crush or obsession because they know that I'm probably raving about someone that's totally ugly or unravable but NO NO not Cillian! My friend actually apologized to me for making fun of me after seeing Red Eye - I asked her to get on her knees and never make fun of me again! ;P And even my Dad said he was attractive!! OMG I almost wet my pants when he said that to me on my last visit home! He said quote, "Well, I loved 28 days later as a movie but I didn't notice how good-looking he was until Batman and Red Eye, he is very pretty!!"
Oh god.. my father called Cillian pretty can someone shoot me?? Not that's it's not true - BUT MY DAD!
So the critizism of having Cillian-itis has definetly gotten better for me...
On another subject: Ha! My eyes change too! See - My eyes are gold because they have green and yellow and blue in them but it's not that they change it's just that - if I wear blue my eyes look blue - or if I wear green they look green...and so on, But if I wear Red or Purple or they just look freakish. So I could win a staring contest with just confusing him to death. --
If I was in a staring contest with Cillian though - midway I would realize that I was SITTING ACROSS FROM CILLIAN MURPHY!! and just say "Screw it!" and grab his face and kiss him hard ... becuase if he's just there all not expecting anything there is no better time! I wouldn't care if that meant I lost! I would just *Smack* than walk away...haha! Kind of like Selena (sp?) in 28dl...cept she didn't walk away...and she kissed him on the cheek like an idiot!
^talking about smiling uncontrolably though! I would break my jaw at that!
but the same happens to me:
since I know Cillian my hormones are raging and driving me crazy as if I reached puberty again. (and i´m 30 now...OMG!!)
Sometimes I even can´t concentrate on anything, not on my work, not on my studies..just having Cillian in my head all day and one (mostly dirty) thought about him is chasing the other..
And now I´m spending hours in front of the PC surfing around in the forum talking to you guys and some of the threads and their contents concerning Cillian are soooo... well... you know... "intensive" that I think:
take a cold shower? using a fan? put my head into a freezer? forget about it - doesn´t work anymore!! ;D
This never happened to me before with a guy and I also didn´t things like forum-surfing etc. before...so....
hmmm... am I sick maybe??
;D
afan9 said:
"I ALWAYS smile when he's on screen. And I laugh at the DUMBEST things, even if they're not anywhere CLOSE to funny. It's uncontrollable laughter. And then when the movie is done, I'm reeeealllyy spaced out. Like I walked into a tree in the parking lot after Red Eye...whoops Any therapists on that?"HAHA! I laugh at stupid parts too! - In Red Eye when he's guessing what kind of drink she likes I'm like BAY BREEZE AHAHA!! and everyone just stares at me...
I didn't bump into anything on the way out of the theatre but I was very drifty - I couldn't talk at all - I was in la-la-land!
I don't think I need a cure persay - it's just dificult to deal with to try and be normal...
Actually- A few of my friends have confessed to me that they think he's cute too -- see, my friends have this thing of jumping on me whenever I have a crush or obsession because they know that I'm probably raving about someone that's totally ugly or unravable but NO NO not Cillian! My friend actually apologized to me for making fun of me after seeing Red Eye - I asked her to get on her knees and never make fun of me again! ;P And even my Dad said he was attractive!! OMG I almost wet my pants when he said that to me on my last visit home! He said quote, "Well, I loved 28 days later as a movie but I didn't notice how good-looking he was until Batman and Red Eye, he is very pretty!!"
Oh god.. my father called Cillian pretty can someone shoot me?? Not that's it's not true - BUT MY DAD!
So the critizism of having Cillian-itis has definetly gotten better for me...
On another subject: Ha! My eyes change too! See - My eyes are gold because they have green and yellow and blue in them but it's not that they change it's just that - if I wear blue my eyes look blue - or if I wear green they look green...and so on, But if I wear Red or Purple or they just look freakish. So I could win a staring contest with just confusing him to death. --
If I was in a staring contest with Cillian though - midway I would realize that I was SITTING ACROSS FROM CILLIAN MURPHY!! and just say "Screw it!" and grab his face and kiss him hard ... becuase if he's just there all not expecting anything there is no better time! I wouldn't care if that meant I lost! I would just *Smack* than walk away...haha! Kind of like Selena (sp?) in 28dl...cept she didn't walk away...and she kissed him on the cheek like an idiot!
^talking about smiling uncontrolably though! I would break my jaw at that!
