Post by The Phantom Lady on Sept 28, 2011 15:35:10 GMT -5
I won't get into a lengthy reason for this story because well it basically came to me while doing target practice with the toy gun I bought for my Timekeeper costume...
I must warn you; this has some very dark themes.
DISCLAIMER: I do not agree with any form of violence no matter what cause!
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Part 1
She hadn’t thought in a million years that her boyfriend handing her a toy gun would end up this way… her who had always been against weapons and violence; but there she was holding Robert M. Fischer at gunpoint.
It all started when Marilyn’s boyfriend came by one evening and found her stitching up some deep cuts on her arm she had done to herself with a dirty needle and thread; It hadn’t shocked him at all because he did know of her anger and how she turned it on herself. He had picked her up and sat her down harshly on a chair and looked deeply into her eyes. The look in her eyes revealed she wasn’t truly with him and he slapped her cheek. Now she looked back into his eyes.
“Marilyn” he had practically yelled at her “This sh’t can’t go on” he informed her. She sat there apathetic just looking at him picking at the stitches with mechanic movements. “I have something for you” he had told her and ran across the room to get her a wrapped present. He knew her attacks and knew she wouldn’t be able to unwrap it so he did it for her. “Look at what I got you” he showed her a toy replica gun; the kind that shot orange plastic arrows and her look shifted and she looked at it, before looking questioningly at him.
“I know you told me you didn’t like toy weapons but try to hold it in your hand” he said and reached for her limb hand; opened it and placed the plastic toy in her hand and he smiled as her hand gripped it.
“You load it like this” he pulled the top back so it made a loud clicking noise and he stuffed one of the orange plastic arrows in it. “Now you pull the trigger” he told her, gently caressing her arm. She put little effort in it, but off the ‘bullet’ flew. “I have to leave now, but why don’t you do some target practice?” he asked her, kissing the top of her head “Pretend like you’re shooting everyone who ever did you wrong” he whispered and he left her sitting there with the black toy gun in her limb hand, staring at where the orange thing had landed.
As Marilyn came to herself and felt the stinging in her arm and dropped the toy gun and she outburst
“Sh’t!” as she ran her finger over the stitched up cuts as if to see if her eyes were deceiving her; she had done it again! She could barely remember what had messed her up and she had only little knowledge of putting the blade to her skin; it was all a blur and so was the visit from her boyfriend…
Marilyn got up to put bandages over the cuts and walked back into the living room and picked up the gun and studied; felt its light weight in her hand and pretended to aim at something imaginary on the wall; she pulled the trigger of the unarmed toy and nothing happened; then she remembered what he had said and carefully pulled back the top and on the table she grabbed one of the orange ‘bullets’ and armed it. She aimed at the same spot on the wall holding both hands on the gun and she shot. Something about it made her smile and she was quick to reload and shoot once again, then once more…
By morning time she had gotten quite good at aiming and shooting and she even; heaven forbid found herself having fun when she kept hitting the makeshift targets; and pretending like they were anyone who ever hurt her felt incredibly good…
She jumped startled when the lock on the door was turned and instinctively turned to face the door and aimed right at it; no sooner was it opened than her boyfriend was shot.
“Hey!” he complained with a grin “Right at the heart too” he bowed down to pick up the bullet.
“Morning” she said in a welcoming tune of voice and he smiled.
“Looks like it helped you” he said and returned the bullet to her “Lets see if you can hit that coffee cup over there” he pointed to it and she nodded; taking the challenge. She missed the first time but at the second go the bullet stuck to the smooth surface.
After that Marilyn spent most of her time doing target practice with the gun; getting a lot of her pent up anger out of her system and she became a whole other woman. The couple even used the gun in bed; he’d make her hold the gun to his temple forcing him to do things he had instructed her to do.
However she got a little nervous when her boyfriend took her out to a deserted military facility and placed a real gun in her hand; it looked just like the plastic one she had grown to love; she nearly dropped it because of the weight and the metal felt so cold in her hands.
“There’s already bullets in it; they go in here” he showed her how to remove the bullets and how to put them back in. she couldn’t help wonder how he knew so much about firearms but like always he gave her little time to think.
“You shoot it just like the toy gun; go on give it a go” he handed her the gun back and she grabbed it with both hands just like she would do with the toy. She aimed at the black target and shrieked as the gun went off. She had thought the toy made a loud noise but it was nothing compared to this; and the force of it pushed the metal gun back towards her.
“Isn’t it an awesome feeling?” he asked her and she nodded even if that wasn’t what she felt
“Go on and shoot till the chamber is empty” he told her and she did; like with the toy it became fun and she got better control of it.
She hadn’t had one of her attacks since he first handed her the toy gun and she felt grateful that he was helping her; Marilyn really wanted help but she had never found anything that worked as well as this did… no matter how strange it seemed.
I must warn you; this has some very dark themes.
DISCLAIMER: I do not agree with any form of violence no matter what cause!
:_:_:_:_:_:_:_:_:_:_:_:_:_:_:_:_:_:_:_:_:_:_:_:_:_
Part 1
She hadn’t thought in a million years that her boyfriend handing her a toy gun would end up this way… her who had always been against weapons and violence; but there she was holding Robert M. Fischer at gunpoint.
It all started when Marilyn’s boyfriend came by one evening and found her stitching up some deep cuts on her arm she had done to herself with a dirty needle and thread; It hadn’t shocked him at all because he did know of her anger and how she turned it on herself. He had picked her up and sat her down harshly on a chair and looked deeply into her eyes. The look in her eyes revealed she wasn’t truly with him and he slapped her cheek. Now she looked back into his eyes.
“Marilyn” he had practically yelled at her “This sh’t can’t go on” he informed her. She sat there apathetic just looking at him picking at the stitches with mechanic movements. “I have something for you” he had told her and ran across the room to get her a wrapped present. He knew her attacks and knew she wouldn’t be able to unwrap it so he did it for her. “Look at what I got you” he showed her a toy replica gun; the kind that shot orange plastic arrows and her look shifted and she looked at it, before looking questioningly at him.
“I know you told me you didn’t like toy weapons but try to hold it in your hand” he said and reached for her limb hand; opened it and placed the plastic toy in her hand and he smiled as her hand gripped it.
“You load it like this” he pulled the top back so it made a loud clicking noise and he stuffed one of the orange plastic arrows in it. “Now you pull the trigger” he told her, gently caressing her arm. She put little effort in it, but off the ‘bullet’ flew. “I have to leave now, but why don’t you do some target practice?” he asked her, kissing the top of her head “Pretend like you’re shooting everyone who ever did you wrong” he whispered and he left her sitting there with the black toy gun in her limb hand, staring at where the orange thing had landed.
As Marilyn came to herself and felt the stinging in her arm and dropped the toy gun and she outburst
“Sh’t!” as she ran her finger over the stitched up cuts as if to see if her eyes were deceiving her; she had done it again! She could barely remember what had messed her up and she had only little knowledge of putting the blade to her skin; it was all a blur and so was the visit from her boyfriend…
Marilyn got up to put bandages over the cuts and walked back into the living room and picked up the gun and studied; felt its light weight in her hand and pretended to aim at something imaginary on the wall; she pulled the trigger of the unarmed toy and nothing happened; then she remembered what he had said and carefully pulled back the top and on the table she grabbed one of the orange ‘bullets’ and armed it. She aimed at the same spot on the wall holding both hands on the gun and she shot. Something about it made her smile and she was quick to reload and shoot once again, then once more…
By morning time she had gotten quite good at aiming and shooting and she even; heaven forbid found herself having fun when she kept hitting the makeshift targets; and pretending like they were anyone who ever hurt her felt incredibly good…
She jumped startled when the lock on the door was turned and instinctively turned to face the door and aimed right at it; no sooner was it opened than her boyfriend was shot.
“Hey!” he complained with a grin “Right at the heart too” he bowed down to pick up the bullet.
“Morning” she said in a welcoming tune of voice and he smiled.
“Looks like it helped you” he said and returned the bullet to her “Lets see if you can hit that coffee cup over there” he pointed to it and she nodded; taking the challenge. She missed the first time but at the second go the bullet stuck to the smooth surface.
After that Marilyn spent most of her time doing target practice with the gun; getting a lot of her pent up anger out of her system and she became a whole other woman. The couple even used the gun in bed; he’d make her hold the gun to his temple forcing him to do things he had instructed her to do.
However she got a little nervous when her boyfriend took her out to a deserted military facility and placed a real gun in her hand; it looked just like the plastic one she had grown to love; she nearly dropped it because of the weight and the metal felt so cold in her hands.
“There’s already bullets in it; they go in here” he showed her how to remove the bullets and how to put them back in. she couldn’t help wonder how he knew so much about firearms but like always he gave her little time to think.
“You shoot it just like the toy gun; go on give it a go” he handed her the gun back and she grabbed it with both hands just like she would do with the toy. She aimed at the black target and shrieked as the gun went off. She had thought the toy made a loud noise but it was nothing compared to this; and the force of it pushed the metal gun back towards her.
“Isn’t it an awesome feeling?” he asked her and she nodded even if that wasn’t what she felt
“Go on and shoot till the chamber is empty” he told her and she did; like with the toy it became fun and she got better control of it.
She hadn’t had one of her attacks since he first handed her the toy gun and she felt grateful that he was helping her; Marilyn really wanted help but she had never found anything that worked as well as this did… no matter how strange it seemed.