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Post by fosforito on Oct 11, 2005 1:25:53 GMT -5
wow, Azina this was a great chapter!!!!!
Nice to see Jonathan´s "revolt" - but also sadly to see what does it mean to suffer from shizophrenia (hugging himself and all..)
but sadly that´s the way it is...
anyway: good job, I can´t wait to read more!!
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Post by azina on Oct 11, 2005 10:05:51 GMT -5
I just checked out schizophrenia.com to check out some statistics (this is the first time I've logged on btw) and was stunned by some things I found. There is a very strong genetic component, usually there is a family member very close to the schizophrenic patient also suffering from some form of mental illness. (In my story I have his mother.) And there is a 50% chance that schizophrenics grew up in urban environments, in this case Crane grew up in Gotham. Very creepy.
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Post by fosforito on Oct 11, 2005 10:25:14 GMT -5
So you did a very good research for your story without even knowing it before. That must come from your female intuition. Bravo!!
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Post by Dr. J Crane on Oct 11, 2005 12:52:14 GMT -5
Azina, that chapter was brilliant!!! I know I for one never really thought of his Scarecrow avatar as schizophrenia. But that is what it is - voices in his head, telling him to "do things"....
And I love that struggle he has within him. It comes out in his interaction with Jerry and now in his reluctance to find out Emily's secret because he doesn't want to risk using it against her.
I said this before - I will say it again - He IS EVIL and he KNOWS it - and he is haunted by it. He is sssooo supremely self-aware - I think that's what attracts me to him more than anything else. I have always prided myself on knowing what I am about, on having most insight into my own behavior and attitudes. And Crane displays that - he is even now fighting with his "evil" twin ...
MORE!MORE!MORE!
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Post by azina on Oct 11, 2005 18:04:37 GMT -5
Wow, thank you so much for such insightful feedback! I'm definitely benefitting from it. Yeah, at this point I imagine Crane is wishing he could turn back the clock on some of the decisions he had made bringing him to where he is now.
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Post by azina on Oct 11, 2005 18:06:36 GMT -5
So you did a very good research for your story without even knowing it before. That must come from your female intuition. Bravo!! BTW, I've given you an exalt to bring you to an even 10. Someone should have done that a long time ago. LOL
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Post by fosforito on Oct 11, 2005 18:16:43 GMT -5
awww Azina, I thank you for that. *huggz* To be honest, I was wondering why nobody gives me karma anymore (I was worried already.. )... So, you made my evening! So you did a very good research for your story without even knowing it before. That must come from your female intuition. Bravo!! BTW, I've given you an exalt to bring you to an even 10. Someone should have done that a long time ago. LOL
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Post by roxylisa on Oct 11, 2005 20:09:58 GMT -5
I think you should make a red eye 3. that whould be hard though.
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Post by azina on Oct 11, 2005 22:51:04 GMT -5
No, "Red Eye" and Jackson is Shannon's department. I'm more fascinated in Crane.
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Post by azina on Oct 11, 2005 22:53:30 GMT -5
awww Azina, I thank you for that. *huggz* To be honest, I was wondering why nobody gives me karma anymore (I was worried already.. )... So, you made my evening! BTW, I've given you an exalt to bring you to an even 10. Someone should have done that a long time ago. LOL You're welcome and thanks for trying to cheer me up. Once I got some rest my mood boosted quite a bit and was able to get back to work, although unfortunately you weren't on by then. Anyway, you've earned the karma ... thanks for the honey and sweet memories.
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Post by fosforito on Oct 12, 2005 1:50:37 GMT -5
Hey Azina!! you´re very welcome yeah it´s a pity we can´t chat so much. It´s because of the time zones As I said on AIM we should find a way to meet up earlier. When university starts next week I can´t stay awake till 4 or 5 a.m. local time or even more... and.. damn the people on the board are using this against me!!....(especially Tanya and blued-eyed for having Cranes sessions they shouldn´t have)...GRRRR... You're welcome and thanks for trying to cheer me up. Once I got some rest my mood boosted quite a bit and was able to get back to work, although unfortunately you weren't on by then. Anyway, you've earned the karma ... thanks for the honey and sweet memories.
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Post by azina on Oct 12, 2005 12:40:49 GMT -5
Yeah, they're really running wild on the forum. I think Tanya has grabbed Crane again.
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Post by fosforito on Oct 12, 2005 12:46:59 GMT -5
errr.. noo... she is just calling everything in question what I´m writing on the board (like making it doubtful) and she kinda overrunning me so now I have to put another "weapon arsenal" on but anyway... Yeah, they're really running wild on the forum. I think Tanya has grabbed Crane again.
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Post by azina on Oct 12, 2005 15:11:28 GMT -5
errr.. noo... she is just calling everything in question what I´m writing on the board (like making it doubtful) and she kinda overrunning me so now I have to put another "weapon arsenal" on but anyway... Yeah, they're really running wild on the forum. I think Tanya has grabbed Crane again. Is it time to bring out ... the Honey Cannon?
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Post by fosforito on Oct 12, 2005 15:20:52 GMT -5
yesss... hehe!! .. whoa..wait a minute... you mean?.. ... to post the honey session here?? OMG I think, I´ll get the red card then errr.. noo... she is just calling everything in question what I´m writing on the board (like making it doubtful) and she kinda overrunning me so now I have to put another "weapon arsenal" on but anyway... Is it time to bring out ... the Honey Cannon?
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