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Post by bunnie24 on Jun 19, 2012 23:10:56 GMT -5
I'm really scared because tonight I went in to put in my drops for my surgery and I noticed a rather large brownish/black dot near my tear duct...and I'm really scared cause it wasn't there yesterday. i'm going to call my eye doctor and ask her what it is...hopefully it's nothing serious, but I can't hold back the tears right now.  |
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Post by Cait on Jun 20, 2012 1:13:31 GMT -5
Bunnie, I did some research, and it seems like it could just be something called a nevus, which is like a freckle in your eye. Is this what it looks like? www.geteyesmart.org/eyesmart/diseases/nevus.cfmDefinitely have your eye doctor take a look at it, but try not to worry because if you're certain it hasn't been there for long, then it's probably harmless.  |
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Post by bunnie24 on Jun 20, 2012 7:16:46 GMT -5
Yeah, it looks just like that...*sighs* I've composed myself since last night so I'm hoping it's nothing serious.
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Post by The Phantom Lady on Jun 25, 2012 6:06:00 GMT -5
I hope it wasn't anything serious, Bunnie!
Today isn't really a good day.... I have a feeling my friend isn't sure she can come to me for comfort about her breakup...
And today it's exactly 3 years since Michael Jackson died... To me that felt like losing a father (not that I know what that really feels like, nor will I ever)... It always surprises me how hard this hits... but I guess that's what it's like when you lose what was the one thing you had to cling to and live for since you were 14...
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Post by bunnie24 on Jun 28, 2012 21:04:17 GMT -5
so...today...I got SO fed up with my so called 'friends' that I removed them completely from my life...no facebook, no twitter, or tumblr...I even removed their numbers from my phone.
and now they're pissed off.
and I have this knot in my stomach, and all this and that...and...I guess, can somebody tell me I did the right thing, and then give me a hug?
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Post by The Phantom Lady on Jun 29, 2012 3:39:57 GMT -5
If your friends were upsetting you and not treating you right, you did the exact right thing Bunnie!
I'm not just saying this because it's what you want to hear but that is how I feel... you need to look out for yourself and not live in misery for others!
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Post by Cait on Jun 29, 2012 9:48:52 GMT -5
I completely agree with Rose, Bunnie. If someone is making you feel miserable, then they don't deserve to be your friend. I always try my best to stay away from negative people in my life, because negativity spreads like a virus.
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Post by bunnie24 on Jun 29, 2012 12:21:45 GMT -5
YEAH...and then this morning we got into a HUGE fight, and she called me a 'biatch' and now she's not talking to me...
I feel guilty, but she's kind of delusional and in her own world.
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Post by bunnie24 on Jun 30, 2012 15:12:27 GMT -5
I'm not happy because ever since I pulled my 'stunt' on my friends, now I'm perceived as the bad guy buy ALL of my friends.
they're all ignoring me. Maybe I did go a bit far, but does everybody have to shun me because I made one stupid mistake? Somebody hold me...
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Post by The Phantom Lady on Jun 30, 2012 15:17:56 GMT -5
Here is the biggest hug in history!
hopefully your friends will ease up soon!
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Post by The Phantom Lady on Jul 5, 2012 16:48:11 GMT -5
Why did he pick today of all days to pop by that chat site? I was just getting over him and facing the fact he is never coming back in my life... and here he is, and tells me he will only be back something like twice a month and still no word about why? I HATE loving him... I hate that
Today is such a stupid day... I can't deal with anymore.... I can't
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Post by bunnie24 on Jul 5, 2012 17:46:54 GMT -5
It's okay, I've held back tears all day today because of everything! *hugs*
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Post by The Phantom Lady on Jul 12, 2012 9:07:05 GMT -5
My mother is such a horrible liar... I hate her, I know it's an awful thing to say but I do...
We got into one of our massive arguments where I seriously fear we are going to murder one another and towards the end she goes "If I was so horrible I honestly can't understand why you stayed and didn't report me so you could go to a foster family"... she said that to mock me but I had a reply for that...
I wanted to leave, I ran away since I was 3 years old but I always came back because she happens to be the only person on the planet who knows who my father is... and what is her come back on that?
"I told you I would contact your father when you wanted me to, if he at all is interested in seeing you"
She has NEVER told me that... I was on the other hand told not to ask her before she was ready to deal with this, which wouldn't be in a long time and I have tried to respect that... I know last year she opened up about the whole thing about him cheating with her on his wife, scared of ruining his marriage thing... but she never told me this... I on the other hand did tell her I wouldn't want to see him right away because I'm so pissed at him
How dare she lie like that... then she covers up saying 'Oh but you forget anything anyway...' Oh, I remember EVERY friggin word she's told me about my father, which can be summed up in less than 10 sentences
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Post by bunnie24 on Jul 14, 2012 23:42:09 GMT -5
So, I thought everybody was over this; the fire had settled down and everybody was moving on with their lives; but my ex-friends are trying to prove something on Tumblr about me being a loser/b*tch/crazy...
it's like GTFU!!!! Seriously, I've moved on! I'm starting a following for Toby Turner...why can't they just stick with Tom Hiddle-whatever AND the Avengers?? seriously WTF??
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Post by Cait on Jul 15, 2012 2:16:44 GMT -5
Ugh, tumblr is full of drama, but I suppose so is the rest of the interwebs. What's so bad about following Toby? Please tell me they're not mad about that! (I personally don't see how people couldn't love him tbh  I'm sorry that they're being so difficult about it, and calling you such terrible things. It just shows how juvenile and insecure they all are. |
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